haloha..mama

today is friday.. what so special with today? well everyday is special for me as long as those beloved people is around me.. hubby and kids.. and itz gonna be more and much much more happier if my mom's house is near to mine..

today is 12th ramadhan if am not mistaken.. sorry am really bad in calculating... so i think its 12th..
so, the days pass just like that and sumtimes i forget the memories happened on that day..

last sunday there was a mini gathering for my hubby's frens.. i cooked some dishes as well as my frens.. and then they brought their menus came to my home. we ate alot.. and too much i think.. perhaps some of us ate most of the dishes. i think more than 10 foods were there.. kueh, lauk pauk.. mee .. roti jala.. and so on~

okey suddenly i feel tired to blogging.. sorry guys.. next time kita story morry key..  nk pi cari bana choc sr.. :)

Ramadhan empat~

Alhamdulillah.. masih dpt berpuasa dgn baik empat hari ni.. walaupun kononnye masih dlm mode berpantang... tp Alhamdulillah...
lagipun tak bulan puasa pon selera saya sudah tidak seperti dinasour.. so okey lah puasa ni.. just mcm menahan diri dr tak minum jer.. buka pon saya hanya makan sikit.. sahur ape tah lagi..

mud raya masih tak kunjung tiba.. apetah lg 97% peluang utk beraya di kampung nan ado.. hubby is expecting to be pilot on duty on 1st week of hari raya.. owhh plssss its really drive me crazy.. plsss plsss say NO to this kind of unfunny joke! 

day by day.. am asking my hub ' do we potentially celebrating raya here?? ' no answer.. not sure.. perghhh..

i dont know lah kan.. this time is very different feeling.. my eagerness to raya at kampung straightly increase to the top.. none stop... my appetite every time iftar comes is disappoint me... ermm.. but am still stick with my ramadhan mission to cook for my hubby every days untill 30th ramadhan. for these three first days.. am proudly say that mission had been accomplished even i just cooked ordinary simple dishes. and I personally happy of  thinking to cook variety of ramadhan recipes for today and onwards. even am not yet finalize what to cook.. ahahah at least i do have my own target

okey.. so sleepy.. the best part of fulltime housewife i ever had is.. i can sleep after my mr darling goes to work.. hahahahaa... owh plss are you jealous? like i care... ahahaha

okey got to go.. it seems like i do a writing for my asssigment.. before u get bored. i better end this asap. anyway... i just jot down this entry as per request from some followers because i haven't write for quite sometime i guess. so here it is.. then, after this can i say i would consciously bloging upon request only?

i shud close my entry by tempting you with this.. yeaa.. miss pavlova..owh..

actually this was on ameenah 2nd besday mini party last week... doa selamat by daddy.. and pavlova made by me :)

okey thats all..come join me fall into sweet dream.. again~ hehehee catch me then guys..

Alhamdulillah Wa syukurillah..

Alhamdulillah... tahun ni mmg tahun rezeki suami.. awal tahun naik pangkat.. tgh tahun gomen bagi kenaikan gaji.. dan di ambang hujung tahun ni.. suami lulus segala mak nenek ujian yg melayakkn beliau kini menjadi k.a.p.t.e.n penerbangn burung besi... no more co-pilot.. cukuplah tu 5 thn jd co.

so.. dgn kenaikan sumber kewangan dek nek pangkat.. nek k.a.p.t.e.n and SSM tu.. maka.. ade lah sumber kewangan lebih tuk saya utk meneruskan pendidikan yg lebih tinggi setinggi everest.. cewaaahhh...~

lega sungguh rasa bila beliau tepon td bgtau dah lulus.. fuhh! dr pagi saya rasa mcm xde harapan jer.. walaupun cuma tinggal 1 tu je test. tp yolah.. test susah.. kot lah laki ku itu gabra kan.. but now.. relief! siriesly...

Alhamdulillah.. ni kira dah kemuncak career beliau lah ni.. as his target takde le tinggi sgt smpi nk jd instructor kan.. apetah lg nak jadi pang5... nan hado..

key laa itu saje nk hapdet.. mls benornye.. tp kang esok2 nk check balik date beliau lulus exam ni bila.. hehehehee

takyah tajuk..

dah lama gile dan sgt lah jrg2 nk ngeblog.. kalau dulu sehari kdg 2-3 entry dpt tulis.. life saya skrg mcm plain aje.. wat itu wat ini.. makan tido.. takde dah rasa sedih ke..sayu ke.. sebak ke rindu ke.. marah ke nk luah kt blog..

skrg lapar lagi pedih perot ni.. mls masak sbb mls mkn.. bebudak ni dah mkn roti + tuna mayonis .. lunch time aku bg mkn buah2 jer.. ahahhaa.. sungguh mls..

ptg ni suami keje lak.. so ku hantar le beliua ke opis.. ingat td nk gi jln2 tesco ke hape cr makanan xpress.. org pantang dah bleh drive weyy... tp keje2 berat mcm sidai kain ke..mop lantai ke.. sy tak wat lagi.. seram..kang peranakan lari.. mcm kes preggy aqil.. eh bukan preggy.. bersalin..

erm.. malam ni nk mkn steamboat.. tp tak tau le sini mane steamboat yg sodap.. selalu pi melantak seafud jer.. dah nama pon berumah di tepi pantai.. ni ketagih steambot sbb ritu ikut suami g gathering sekolah.. sedap steambot nye.. nama kedai tu 'lagi best steambot..' kt area pelangi indah.. best woo..

keylah .. bertambah lapor lak citer sal makan..

hapdet secara kecil-kecilan..

owh.. time flies .. thanx fiena for remind me bout this blog.. almost forget my what so called online white paper to write..

okey.. last month, we ols celebrate 4th wedding anniversary.. as usual.. nothing for me and nothing luxury for him too.. the special things are always around us..

but i still sent him sumthing hat time.. suprise to his office.. even am was in kampung ...

itu citer sweet nyer.. citer tak besh nyer.. saya telah pon keguguran last week.. ketiak baby berusia 3 bulan.. sedih? ermm perasaan  yg payah nk digambarkan.. yg pasti frust tu idak laaa .. redha. tp, terkilan sbb mungkin kah keterjadian nya sbb saya yg lasak sgt.. weekend b4 kejadian tu..sy mmg keje keras kemas study room and bilik tido ameenah.. angkat meja semua2.. angkat buku dr tingak atas turun bwh..

dah agak rasa sakit..
senin-khamis suami kt KL... ameenah meragam lak.. saya layan die sorg2.. telompat2 bagai... mlm kamis bleeding start agak byk.. tp sy rasa tak sakit pon.. kamis tu bila suami balik saya dah rasa x besh.. suami balik keje awal nk hntr sy pi klinik.. tp sy tak nak.. mlm tu saya merajuk psl TV.. pastu terus naik atas.. tido.. kul 4 lebey start memulas.. and.. terlahir lah anak ketiga saya...

begitulah kisahnye..

key bye.. nk g pos brg customer.. hehehehe

hapdet sikit

dah jarang2 dpt berhapdet blog.. nmpk sangat malasnye kan..
so oleh sbb esok suami gaji..maka mlm ni semangat membara.. giteww...~

so, since few days ago saya dah plan mcm2 gak le utk our 4th wedding anniversary... semua ikut selera saya.. hehehehee

bln ni gak saya mcm terbyk shopping... tp semua brg2 keperluan laa bkn saje2.. *sila percaya.. brg menan anak.. brg hiasan umah..dan makanan kesihatan..

key lah x jd blogging..bebudak ni tetiba menjerit2 ajak tido lak..smbung nnti ..dada...

pengajaran dr kisah sedih..

beberapa hari ni..tersebar kisah sedih pasangan suami isteri yg maut akibat kemalangan jln raya.. yg paling sedih.. bila bayi mereka yg belom smpi usia setahun tercampak keluar dan cedera di kepala / muka namun Alhamdulillah.. usia nya masih panjang..

apa yg menjadi moral saya dlm kisah ini.. setelah membaca pelbagai versi dan komen2 pembaca adalah.. tentang aurat si isteri yg terdedah di facebook suami.
kalau kita mati ..mungkin pasangan kita boleh tolong delete.. dan begitulah sebaliknya.
tp jika ia berlaku pd kita berdua secara serentak... ? siapa agaknye yg boleh delete dlm kadar segera kan..
nauzubilllah...

kita tak tahu apa yg kita hadapi di akhirat kelak.. soal aurat sudah menjadi antara point utama utk di soal..
jgn sampai amal kebaikan kita yg membolehkan kita ke syurga .. di tahan hanya kerana aurat kita sedang terdedah di mata umum apetah lagi menjadi tontonan yg bukan mahram.. astaghfirullah...

saya dulu juga suka menunjukkn kecantikan.. sape yg kenal saya ms zaman sekolah.. saya seorang yg sexy.. tp masih bertudung.. perasan ketika itu, saya mahu dilihat cantik.. tp, apa yg saya dapat? selain dosa..?
pujian org tak mengenyangkan.. malah menagih pujian org mengundang dosa.. syaitan gembira..sedangkan malaikat.. mungkin sdg bersedih dgn kita..

jd... nasihat saya tutuplah aurat... sekadar nasihat..saya juga insan tak sempurna..~ tp alhamdulillah.. sy dah tinggalkan semua itu.. dan hidup lebih tenang walaupun tanpa pujian.. pujian x bw kita ke syurga..